notes:my/desktop.

Thanks, Bear. I'm now bored enough to think about lamps.

It's the weekend so I'm giddy and distracted. πŸ™„

That's an excuse.

I'm being targeted and manipulated by techno-capitalism into turning whatever this fun wholesome trend of going analog into a shopping spree of sorts.

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Like I'm getting all the ads for those cool-looking media players, rad earphones, tote bags, and lampsβ€”things that would just be in a corner or in a container after a week's worth of use.

Except for the lamp. πŸ›‹οΈ

cool orange lamp Lamps are a different story, but I want to thrift for one instead of getting it online. The dining table lamp should have some personality.

But it is true, my phone distracts me a lot when I'm idle that I can't seem to be properly bored anymore.

At least I still know what it feels like to be properly bored.

When I'm bored, I usually wander off into the mental plane. I have a furnished world there, where I can simulate things, daydream, and have full-on conversations with the butler-type astral master of that furnished world, Urbis.

Right now, it's a mixed bag of reels, shorts, and online window shopping.

Maybe not that much of a mixed bag, but a well-orchestrated loop. I see things, I want to buy things.

And if I weren't writing now, I might've given in. Channeling all that shaky feeling and FOMO into words makes all the difference.

So thank you Bear Κ•β€’α΄₯β€’Κ” for making writing cozy for me again, maybe even therapeutic.

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