Sometimes I picture myself as the transition between myself in between doors
🌀 Notes on Liminality
I keep circling back to liminality.
Liminal spaces.
Liminal time.
Places and moments that exist only to connect other places and moments.
Not destinations.
Not origins.
Just the in‑between.
It feels like the pause between cause and effect — something that exists before perception catches up. A thin membrane where things are not yet solid, but already meaningful.
Like a daydream.
Or a dream-dream.
Unformed. Non‑physical.
Yet strangely decisive in what comes next.
🧙 Why Magic Keeps Showing Up
I’ve always been curious about this, and maybe that’s why I’ve always been drawn to magic.
Not the spectacle of it — but the mechanics.
The feeling that something fundamental in reality hides in the folds, not on the surface.
I suspect that many “magical” experiences are just moments where someone learned how to work with liminality instead of ignoring it.
Understanding the in‑between feels like holding a master key.
🌙 Dreams as Evidence (Or Clues)
The clearest liminal phenomenon I’ve been able to almost observe is dreaming.
I’ve had dreams that feel like they come from the future.
Others that feel ancient — like echoes from the past.
And sometimes, dreams that don’t feel like they belong to me at all.
Time inside dreams is scrambled, illogical, unreliable.
Yet the feeling inside the dream is precise.
When you’re in it, the dream feels like the current reality.
Not symbolic. Not abstract.
Just… true.
That contradiction fascinates me.
⬆️⬇️ Higher, Lower, or Both?
I’m not sure where dreams sit.
Are they a higher realm?
A lower one?
Or a conduit — a hallway connecting both directions?
Maybe that uncertainty is the point.
Maybe liminality isn’t meant to be categorized — only entered.
đź““ Arrival
One thing is certain:
My pocket notebook just arrived.
Its sole purpose is to take note of the liminal —
the edges, the overlaps, the moments that feel slightly misaligned with linear reality.
If I pay attention long enough,
I suspect I’ll start noticing more synchronicities along the way.
Not because they suddenly appear —
but because I’ve finally given them more space in my peripheral.